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...maybe not yet

February 2, 2008 / by malgen

           

                    He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only reason that makes me wishing on a wishing star, and I try to smile so he won't see.

Here I am again on my way to self-destruction. Loving him even when I know it's not the right thing to do.

                    Everytime I try to avoid him...I die.                         

         Everytime I try to stop myself from thinking of him.....       I lose myself.

         And everytime I try to open my eyes....I become too blind to see.

         Too blinded to see what's right, too numb to feel stupid and too stupid to feel pathetic.

         I know I'm making a fool out of myself, but I can't reason with love.

I don't know what's going on with me, and perhaps the truth is I really don't have the gall to find out.    

Because even if I do find out, I know I still won't be able to stop....

                        ......not now, maybe not yet. 

                                                                              ...me again.   

1 comment on ...maybe not yet

  • malgen said 6 months ago

    ..for someone I didn't expect to fall in love with.

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